MIND PARADOX

Everyone
lives bound by their own knowledge and awareness……. That's called
reality,… but knowledge and awareness are vague and perhaps better
called illusions…….. you only know and learn what tha mind wants, you
can only perceive what tha mind is ready for, ascertainment, perception
these are apart of tha minds paradox, these inevitable truths are what
keep tha mind at bay, doubt, and lack of resolve are the inhibitors of
free thought, these inhibitors make tha mind lose its reality and turns
it into illusions,…… awareness twist and turns into paranoia, knowledge
slips into confusion, tha mind only goes as far as you will it, without
will there is no escalation of your knowledge, ascertainment the mind
tries to grasp for more knowledge, ever reaching for more, trying to
ascertain the unfathomable, the minds capacity is at your will, will it
to be infinite and so it shall be, will it to be minute and it will be
so, this is ascertainment,….. perception, the mind tries to see through
the dense fog that is subservient to its basis of reality, perception
is how you see and value reality, for this purpose we all have been
give the ability to perceive and ascertain, these tools are used to
value self and other existence, I try to ascertain what existence
means, and why am I in existence, I perceive existence by always
watching and studying, I use more than my eyes for they deceive, I use
mind,body, and soul, but ascertainment, and perception have faults,
they both are in fact awareness and knowledge, and these to are subject
to illusions, so what do you do when illusion arises, open your
eyes,….. tha mind is stronger than we give it credit for, tha mind is
undisputedly the humans strongest weapon, the easiest and hardest
weapon to use, to unlock this weapon all you have to do is wish it so,
but at the same token the complexity to unlock this machine is far
beyond comprehension, that which is our greatest weakness in that it
subdues and subjugate us back to and ultimately holds us in a constant
illusion

SILENCE WIT JEN -_- <3

ON THE PHONE WITH THE SEXXI APPLE HEAD JEN
THEN SMILE TURNS IN 2 A SILENT GRIN , AND I SAY WAT HAPPENED
BABY AND SHE SAY.......................................................................................................................
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HIGH SKOOL OF HART BREAKS

High School of Heartbreaks
I'm done with the High School of Heartbreaks,Heartbreaks of twists and
turns that I need to let go and just burn.
Let it burn so the ashes can flow and to let others know...but till then
I'm off to St.Bullshit College.
But wait I forgot something back at the High School of Heartbreaks...I
forgot to say goodbye to my Ice Queen.
The one who made me drown myself in tears some nights.
The one who made my mouth disappear during fights.
The one who made my heart stop breaking and aching and just vanish.
Because I was the one who's love didn't amount to anything.
Because I was the one who was always seen as an asshole.
Why is it everytime I try its never enough?!
Why is it everything I do for you never enough?!
Why is it that those three words that overflow in my mouth never
enough?!
Face me and say you were wrong.
Face me and say you lied and didn't love.
Did I not L,Love you flaws and all.
Did I not O,Overall put you first no matter what anyone said.
Did I not V,Vow that I loved you and only you and no other woman.
Did I not E,Express all that was good in me and all that I feel for
you.
Did I not Y,Yell out I Love You over our fights just to bring us back
down.
Did I not O,Overlook many girls of there beauty just to come back and
say that yours was the only one that kept the widest smile on my face.
Did I not U,Understand why our love kept falling apart only to fall back
together again.
Did I not Love You...of course I did.
So now I walk and I'll be talking my love and my heart right along with
me.

l o v e n

The girl and I connected immediately

It was the abstract, some call chemistry

I’m aware this may seem a tad crazy

But it was an open window to our story

I was caught in-between a loopy transition

To put it mildly, I needed a naughty vixen

Don’t you dare try analyzing my situation

And then presume sex was the motivation

Eventually sex would come into play

And the must have appetizer of foreplay

But, today was about the conversation affair

And a solid foundation without more delay,

To convey with words adequately

The passion, energetic buzzes, intensity,

which kept flowing between her and me

Would be to belittle the moment for eternity

One head was led by the conversation

The other followed, by inept reputation,

I must seek professional consultation

but it would take some gentle persuasion

We agreed to a future date

As time was following its fate

A slow warm kiss helped to escalate

the firm connection we love to debate